Sunday, June 29, 2008
i need to not be in long beach right now. i need to be using my mind and my heart which are growing stale. i need to be near nature and her creator. i need to be sharing my joys and sorrows with friends and family who are not here. i feel as though i have wandered carelessly into a desert and now that i am growing hungry and thirsty i cannot find my way out. are all of these thoughts just because i am being weak and need to stop feeling sorry for myself? i have friends who are in much harder situations than i am. is this just a time that i need to "stick-it-out"? or are these all signs that i need to make a serious and drastic change in my life right now? i would gladly accept any of these answers over the fear that i wake up with every day lately which is that i am wasting my time and life not being who i was made to and want to be. that i am failing.
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you could move out here. And be on a permanent vacation while getting shit done poolside.
dude in all selfishness i would pay you all my money and possesions to move up to big bear. either way, don't feel like you are not being who you are supposed to be, because i know how much you mean to so many people, its not like you are not using your gifts. i am always praying for you.
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