damage control

i feel i may have been a bit misunderstood in my last blog. i try to write these thoughts as freely and carelessly as i can without embarrassing myself but, alas i feel a bit foolish and i promised myself i wouldn't let that happen. i thought that i pretty clearly drenched this last one with sarcasm but it may have been taken literally at times and that was not my intent. a lot of it, like the title and the sarcastic parts, were more to show how wildly ridiculous i think myself at times than to say "this is who i am and i want you to feel sorry for me or think i am witty or cool" i also expressed that this whole thing i am doing right now is merely a thought process and not necessarily a firm stand on how i view things.