where am i at with life right now? good question...

this morning i woke up, a little groggy. supposedly i've been developing a pretty gnarly snoring problem. it doesn't bother me, but what keeps waking me up is the shit that my room-mate throws at me all night to stop me from snoring. oh the joys of aging. so i got up, put a kettle on and sat at the computer with a "pre-tea" glass of OJ. when the kettle started to whistle i got up and threw the glass cup into the trash and turned the fire off and began to pour my tea when i stopped and thought ' wait a tic, derek... did you just throw a glass in the trash?' 'yes i did derek' 'um.... don't you think that is a bit weird?' 'maybe more absent minded than weird' 'no, i'm pretty sure that is not right and kind of weird' 'well what does that mean? like i'm loosing my mind or something?' 'well last night at the coffee shop you had a similar experience when you handed your friend a customer's drink out of nowhere' 'you noticed that?' 'ya' 'ya me too, that kind of weirded me out'