loosing face has never felt so good!

hahaha that title is so stupid.  i just deleted my facebook profile.  that shit is evil man.  i know that "it's a good way to get in touch with people that you normally would have no way of getting in touch with," but i going to say something really rude right now, the only thing that interests me about people that "i would normally have no way of getting in touch with" is a momentary novelty of "wow, so that's what they ended up doing huh?"  ...five seconds go by.... and that's it... the climax of my facebook experience.  why are we so obsessed with wanting other people to know what we are doing/thinking?  i'm serious.  why is that?  that twitter is a facebook concentrate thus even more evil.  nobody cares (besides our moms who get their own facebook profiles and sit around at work all day sending you tinkerbell themed "e-cards"  so sweet!), they are there to get your attention on what they are doing/thinking.  (i am sure you might be thinking "well you're on a blog thinking that everyone cares what you are doing/thinking right now hypocrite!"  you're right.  i am a hypocrite... are we done?)  otherwise the facebook is a worthless piece of crap.    more than that, it is a waste of the relationships i have with people that i DO want to stay in contact with.  This is a certain aspect of the future that honestly scares me.  i'm am going to go out on a limb and sound like a complete conspiracy theorist asshole right now but i can't lie about the fact that it makes "being social" so easy and self-centered.  i can comfortably sit in my room and not be challenged or threatened.  i don't have to be or do anything that i think others would find objectionable (crazy, that's actually a word.  i thought spell check would have flagged that shit for sure).  I know three people who I feel have every REALLY stood up for anything.  i'm not one of them.  i've never had to fight a war.  my uncles did.  the draft.  they chose to volunteer because if you're drafted you go right into the army, "the shit" (i learned that from watching a movie called full metal jacket last night)   if you volunteer you can choose whether you are in the coast guard or the navy or something, your chances of not dying are way better.  i never had to make that choice.  i was never forced to even think about it.  there were always enough midwestern rednecks who had nothing else going for them to do it for me.  i know that sounds horrible but i think that deep-down it is something that i really thought, shame on me.  but i love to talk politics and complain about a shit-load of things that piss me off and make me feel smart.  i've never REALLY been challenged as a person, or a man, or a saint.  this life is so easy that it scares the shit out of me.  i'm not trying to be a "we have it so good cause of the starving kids in africa and some other stuff...." type right now.  i pity myself for having it so easy but i'm too much of a coward to actually put myself in a situation where i don't.  cheers.