taking the metaphor too phar

I've recently learned what i think is a very valuable lesson for myself. I've been living, over the last couple years, in a sort of turbulence. it is as if the shape of my life was not agree with the direction that i thought i wanted to face into the wind. i kept going back and forth thinking that something was wrong with my natural shape and it made me so confused. i've tried changing the shape of who i am to fit with the direction that i thought i should be going. then i realized that the direction i was facing was not for me. it might be the direction a lot of people are facing around me but it only causes me to feel turbulent (stressed, depressed, confused, erratic). so i've recently just slightly changed the direction i am facing into the wind and what a difference it has made! what a wonderful delight to know that there is nothing wrong with my shape, i was just made to go in a different direction. now that i've changed, it has all come to life! i feel that i've placed myself on a good path and now all i have to do is walk.